Tuesday, September 6, 2011

About Me

So i guess ill start off by saying that i am a senior here at James Monroe H.S.  and so far things are pretty hectic for me.  I'm too worried about what I'm gonna do after high school and apparently i cant keep up with my studies and tests right now.....i am scared of not being able to walk the stage at the end of the year because i have the worst habit.... being late..... i like to go to the beach on a hot summer day and hang out with a couple of my friends... i love animals but i think my favorite are dogs because they are the most loyal creatures and snakes because they are cool lol... I absolutely LOVE ALL kinds of music whether its classic rock, metal, jazz, blues, chicano rap, hip hop, etc. I play the guitar and the alto sax. When i was young i played the accordion for 5 years and the recorder for 1 year in elementary. i am currently part  of the Spirit Squad here at Monroe. My goals in life right now are to graduate and later go to college and get a job.

I'm hardly ever home I'm either at school or with my friends. i hate being home because i have no privacy since my mom is renting out a one bedroom apartment and my bedroom is pretty much the living room plus my step dad is always there watching t.v. in MY room and my mom always ignores me so i don't really find a reason to be there. i feel smothered around my family quiet often and the fact that i always feel so hated by them does not make things any better so i just stay out until i know they are asleep.

 my middle school years were pretty crazy i was a terrible kid in school i always got in trouble and i practically failed all my classes. family was the worst i had so many issues with them especially my mom...i just ended up moving from place to place... one day i would stay with my aunt the other couple of days with some friends then to my grandmas house and when i felt like it i would go back home in Palmdale. For a good minute i was sent to school out there it was okay i hardly ever went to school since it was so far and i still graduated. I'm not proud of the things i did when i was young but i got to admit if i  wouldn't  of gone through all of that i wouldn't have appreciated many things in life. i don't think i would have even tried to get into the Magnet or in my AP classes. so i guess I'm pretty thankful although at the time it seemed like hell on earth ha ha but hey I'm here now and that's all that matters to me..... "It's not what you have, but what you have overcame"

6 comments:

  1. Wow, you really shared something very deep down and personal. If it makes you feel any better, I had a similar situation going on at home but I did have my own bedroom. I can't imagine sleeping in the living room.

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  2. That is a sad story D: i cant imagine having to rent my room to some stranger that must suck.

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  3. wow i know exactly how u feel..i have a family that to me, doesnt care about me. i like to stay out all day cuz i dont want to deal with the BS at home. i understand girlie..if u ever need someone to talk 2 im yr girl! :D

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  4. damn, i live in the living room of where i live also, only i don't see my parents like ever, I'm okay with that though I'm pretty solitary. I'm sure once you graduated and walked the stage, because i know you will, it will be all better!

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  5. That was a great saying at the end!
    I admire you for your optomistim, & I'm sure you'll rise to success in the future.. Just keep that attitude & you'll be able to overcome anything!(:

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  6. Dam... that was pretty intense. Im glad that ur family issues arent stopping u from living ur life =).... just becareful who u hang around with u dont wanna go back to the "Middle School Days"

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